Im in school right now. Bio period and its damn asshole boring. What should i do huh? Chattin? No mood on it.
Jona and kaan went Mcd morninh and buy me... An apple. ==. Fuck it

Cant sleep for few days. Im sad=( i dont know what should i do and what should i say. I try to say out my feeling but..it seems lik everything is my wrong.

I tried to put down and forget everything. Yup: its hard. Nobody noe how sad m i everyday nobody noe how down m i. I cry alone everynight i try the way , i shout on my pillow i shout when the plane fly over. But the more i do the louder i shout , my tear flow more n more. Dont think im strong. Im jz a boy. Boy need love, boy need care, boy gt feeling, boy will cry too.

Am i really so bad huh? Everyone is blaming me. My temper is bad i know. I try to control it everytime. But everytime the luck is not on my side. Im small gas huh? Maybe i am but everythg happen on a reason. But why the reason is owix my fault. I accept everything i try to torelate everytime. Till the last its still mine fault. Till the last.

I have my own feeling too. Dun force me toohard. I swear i will explose one day.

Caunseling las monday. Speak out lots in my heart. Sincerely i love her much but i know there will be no ending for our love so we decide to put it down. Just let evrything become a part of memories in my life. We have to put down for a better life. Look forward and not back .

Have a talk with Jona
Theres two type of girls,
1. 她是我的女人
2.她是和我在一起的人

I choose the first one to be my another half. I cant accept those thing again i had before.
Problems occur not only one-side fault. If we stand at another side and think for another side,then the problems will be solve. Dont think bout others bad but ownself. Think bout what people had done fpr you .


And heres a post for u. The one that take an important role. I should call u Beauty huh? XD

Thabks for accompany me these days. Thanks lots . If there is no you, maybe i will think too much. U make me more mature. U let me put down all of these. U let me look all of this easily. And u, hope u can prove it to me that u will do what u said. I said i will help u. Just look all it easily. Be cold blood as theres not only him in this world. He may be the one for u but u are not the one for him. Waste ur timefor him is not worth. Just forget all of it and keep it as a memory. Keep it in a bottle and throw it into the sea. Cheer up. U always have me Asshole


Thats all for now. Recess soon. =)


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