Juliet. July
Friday, July 10, 2009 @ 03:10
July again.I hate July.Both of them birthday in July.I just don't want to face them.Don't know what gonna happen again.Since that time,this home has become weird and strange for me.Nothing to talk anymore.Felling don't wanna tell them everything that I face.They are strict.Too strict.Don't know still how long can i afford such situatuion.I am scared.I scared that i would leave it.Again.
My blog(I-pause)has blow up since last week.The server being hacked.Everything i have at there has lost.Include the memories.So much hurt this week.
8/7Our second month anniversary.Not much happy that day.Wondering that why I always hurt her.Am I so bad? Nevermind.I swear.I would change.For you.I really hope that we could past our life together.But,I am very clear that,we can't do that.We can't sure about that.But,I would try my best.Try my best to let you.Always next to me.I love you.==========================================Keep coughing and rheum this days.Has been 14 days.H1N1?!.Lols.Not so easy to get that.Should I say nobody take care of me? But just she. Our relation are quite nice,seething for this two days.I hope that all of this can be maintance.============================================
Addict on dancing
Addict on dancing this few days.Impersonating MJ classical move.Moonwalk , 45 degree and the 'OW' .Borrow MJ MV from Jim.MJ was nice.He is nice.Damn cool his dancing and his song,catch me.Being addict on it.I like the you r' not alone and Billie Jean .
Band-ing?
Planning to form a band with friends.Four of urs,or maybe five.I have been choos keyboard for mine intrusment.Wanna to learn it since form2,just my parents....(speechless)
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Don't know why,recently , I was quite like the Murky pic.I means the Murky logo.The shuffle dancing group.Don't know why.The logo has been kept in my hp for quite a long time,but suddenly,i was just...so like it.
Maybe my heart now are 'M U R K Y' too.Means that my heart are dark and gloomy.thats what Murky means.
=================================我知道你还是爱着我 虽然分开的理由我们都已接受即使到最后还微笑着要我加油我知道你还放不下我 所以才一直逃避我-----------------------------------------------------------我想我还是不够成熟 还达不到你的要求倔强说不痛假装什么伤都没有 倔强抬起头决不让眼泪往下流真的不难过笑着和你挥挥手========================================我要怎么说才好我不是为你制造关心像是泥沼拉住我往下掉爱是漂亮口号我的烦恼我的骄傲你却不明了怎样爱你才好Can You Feel My Word真实的我没办法伪造Can You Take My Hands真诚你会感觉到Can You Feel My Word并不想讨好你才觉得我重要====================================我微笑着 让香味停留缘分走到这也赖着不走我轻轻地尝一口 你说的爱我还在回味你给过的温柔=================================Baby you know that I miss youwanna get with you tonight but I cannot baby girlAnd that's the issueGirl you know I miss youjust wanna kiss youBut I can't right now so baby kiss me through the phoneBaby, I know that you like meYou my future wifeyText me, call me, I need you in my life yeahAll that, everyday I need youAnd every time I see youMy feelings get deeper miss youI miss youreally wanna kiss you but I can't...................................................................I treat u better d.Do you feel that?I know.I know everything.You can't be perfect?Nevermind.I would be perfect for you.You want a simple love?No argue?No quarel?No tears?I can give it to you.Really.I can do everything for you.Just to make sure that you are always next to me.I love you deeply.Never give my heart to a girl.And now.I give it to you.Hope you care of it.Care about it.Just wanna you know,sometimes i need your caringSometimes, i need your love.Sometimes,I do really want to take your role.So that I can feel that I'm being love.By you.tata.:)
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